2/27/23 – The Illusion

Father God, I thank You for this day. I thank You for all of the blessings You’ve given me. I thank You for giving me more awareness each day of everything You have done in my life. The miracles that happen in my life every day have become my “normal” and I expect the blessings I have in my life rather than being surprised each time You take care of me. Give me this day my daily bread, and let everything that happens today be glorifying to You. Thank You! In Jesus’ Name, Amen.

I’m blazing my own trail, I hope and pray that nobody that reads this online journal follows me. I am not an authority on this subject the way the world sees an authority. I am here to help provide awareness of my experience. The awareness that I provide is that I believe what I believe. I really believe it. I believe it so much that I no longer have to believe it because I have experienced it. I believe that having a connection with the Father is possible because I have experienced it. Am I perfect? Not even close, but He loves me the same. There’s nothing I can do to earn His love, He just loves me the way I am. This truth is important to me in a spiritual sense, and it is amazing. However, better for me in the moment, I have found that the Father can bring Heaven to earth through me when I’m a willing vessel. I now do my best to forgive myself for anything in my past that doesn’t make me feel good once the experience is brought back into my awareness. Once I began forgiving others I became aware of the burdens that were being tossed from me. I began to feel the burdens lifted from me. Did I have to place these burdens on my Saviour, Jesus Christ, for me to feel the burden lifted? I thought so, but what I found is that the burdens cease to exist when I let go of them. I had created each burden, I held on to them, I kept them there, and I was comfortable with them right where they were. Even though I don’t do any of this perfectly, I do it all to the best of my current abilities and I am rewarded. I now forgive myself, and the burdens removed continue to provide joy in my life in place of the burdens. With more burdens out of the way, His Spirit can move more freely through me. It’s not that He can’t work through me while the burdens are in the way, but I don’t see it like I do without the burdens. When my eyes are opened to give me an awareness of what He is capable of within or without my ability to comprehend Him, I can better understand what is happening in my life. I am thankful for this journey, I feel more alive than I have in a very long time before my eyes were first opened. This journey is mine, if you’re here, I’m happy to share this part of my journey with you. We may travel together for a bit on this part of the journey, but my journey is not your journey. Your journey is not mine. Find the Father, listen to His voice, and watch what happens when you realize that fear is only false evidence appearing real. Be obedient, and be blessed, bring Heaven to earth. When we realize we can bring Heaven to earth, perhaps we don’t have to attack the kingdom of satan the way I thought needed to happen. The darkness is absent of light, I had to shine the light in my darkness to bring pockets of Heaven to earth in my life. I hope and pray that you find ways to bring Heaven to earth in your life. When I experience the joy of Heaven here, it shows others that it’s possible. I try to share a brief testimony when appropriate and pray that it plants a seed for them to wake up if they are not already aware of the illusion we experience until our eyes are opened. I don’t want you to follow me, but I would like you to join me in the effort of bringing Heaven to earth to show others it’s possible. -A humble warrior in God’s army

“All things were made through him, and without him was not any thing made that was made. In him was life, and the life was the light of men. The light shines in the darkness, and the darkness has not overcome it.” -John 1:3-5 ESV

“Our Father, who art in Heaven, hallowed be Thy Name. Thy Kingdom come, Thy will be done, on earth as it is in Heaven. Give me this day our daily bread, and forgive us our debts as we forgive our debtors. Lead me not into temptation and deliver me from evil, for Thine is the Kingdom, and the power and the glory forever. Amen. -The Lord’s Prayer